Updates.... After a month...

As you can see from the heading of this entry, it has been a month since I've last blogged.. Been lazy and of course, busy to update the bits of my life.. Been somehow rather good for the past month.. Was my birthday too but no celebration.. Never really celebrated my birthday ever since I was a teenager.. Felt that there was nothing that special that needed a celebration for I believe everday would be a special day if I lived life to the fullest like what I'm doing now..

For the past month, was busy helping my dad at work, been to a wedding dinner and many happy moments with my sweetie at home.. Hehe.. Have to start planning for my future as my ORD date is nearing. In about 30+ working days to my release from National Service. Finally after 2 years of ups and downs.. Things are over.. Just like that.. Could somehow remember the day where I came in and marched to the parade square to take my attendance then went for a haircut. Those were the days.. Had a couple of platoon mates whom I've yet to meet up with ever since we posted out of BMTC(Basic Military Training Centre). Maybe someone would organise a gathering sometime soon.

Hopefully, i would find the time and interesting updates to share with all you guys so till then.....

Why?

I think I have a problem with everyone or everyone has a problem against me.. I got into trouble again.. This time, I'm not really sure how I'm gonna solve it but somehow or rather, I know how to.. I've been through worst and I know I'll grow stronger if I cross this hurdle..

Things came crashing on me at the same time.. I wonder if I can ever bear the burden of them.. Sometimes reality is very hurting.. In actual fact, you'll realise that you cant ever trust anyone.. As of now, I realise that these beliefs are actually turning into reality.. I need a break.. I know I've erred before but I think I do deserve a chance to turn back.. Since no one would ever give me this chance, I have nothing else to say or do but to defend myself..

I just hope time past a little faster and I can throw all these things behind me and lead a new life.. I must be humble.. But it doesnt mean I can be pushed around easily.. Everyone has a limit and i think they have crossed mine..

I think I really have a problem.. A rather serious one i would say.. Maybe I'm under the influence of drugs.. Drugs which were given by the doctor.. I'm feeling drowsy now. I cant think properly.. I'm still sick.. I wanna get well but I dont think I can with the constant pressure.. There are too many unfinished business.. My verdict.. No one can be trusted.. Money isn't everything but without it, you'll get nothing..

I dun think I'm a trouble maker.. I just wanna live a low profile life.. Simplicity is all I've wanted.. Ironical.. It seems that everyone remembers me.. Maybe its due to my surname.. A unique surname that nobody can pronounce correctly.. It aint Cheah nor Cheang.. Its Chean..

Only my sweetie can make me forget everything.. She's the only one.. Whom I'll cherish.. Bought her a bouquet of flowers yest. Supposedly I thought it was tulips that I've bought but it turned out to be lilies.. I cant differentiate between tulips and lilies.. What a joke.. It goes to show that I'm not a frequent buyer of flowers.. Flowers are special to me.. Same goes for my sweetie.. Special flowers for special people..

Falling Sick...

I think I should say I'm sick.. My body succumbed to the virus.. I'm down with a cold.. Dun think its the flu virus but its enough to make me feel miserable plus the workload I've to bear upon for 2 persons..

Today's a lonely day.. None of my buddies in camp is here including Jvs.. This loneliness plus my illness can sure make me go crazy.. Tried to take a nap earlier on but the mucus kept me awake as I've to wipe it every now and then.. The medicine is not taking effect on me.. *#*&! What should I do?

As I'm nearing my release date, I hope nothing bad will happen till then.. Had enough of trouble plus the trouble I've created..

I almost knocked down a motorcycle this morning or should I say the motorcycle almost crashed into me? Why must he stay in my blind spot even when my signal is turned on? Cant you read the markings on the road? It states that its a turn left ONLY lane.. Cant you see my signals? Flickering in the darkness? Why are you going straight when you're supposed to turn left in that lane? And obviously, you feel that its my fault or you wouldnt be honking away.. Dammit.. Do i owe you an explanation? Use your brains... Because of motorcyclists of that breed, you could have caused me my license..

Boss's car is faulty.. His front left power window is not working and I arranged an appointment for him tomorrow morning to rectify the problem. I think Jvs and Xvr should be back tmr... Maybe I wouldnt be so lonely anymore.. Heh..

I need to get a mobile phone. The replacement phone I'm using now is simply too outdated.. My birthday's round the corner eh? Maybe should get one to pamper myself.. The last time I bought something for myself was a year ago which was a LV wallet which I regretted buying after I saw the Gucci wallet.. I think the O2 mini is cool but the functions are redundant.. Maybe should stick to the SE 750i. Or the SE 600i. Or maybe I should just get both. Haha.. Funny.. I'm not a rich man's son.. Unlike Frk and Jvs.. Kekeke.. Choices.. Too many of em.. Should just let fate decide then..

Gonna sign off now.. Need to clear up the mess I've made with the heap of used tissue paper.. Heh..

What a weekend...

Ok.. Simple and sweet.. I've been a good boy over the weekend and I'm damn sure of that.. Sorry Xvr, was really too tired to join you guys for the party.. Next time round, I'll make sure I'd be there or you can call me names.. Haha..

I think Jvs is giving me too much trouble.. He allocated a total of 4 tasks for me to carry out for him which includes the birthday present from his friends.. It depends whether my sweetie would be interested to help u.. Not me..

I'm bored now.. Xvr's on a course which will take up 3 days of the week and Frk wont be back till end Oct. Hence, its my boss and I for the next 3 days.. Great!! I've read my horoscope forecast for this month and its gonna be good for the next 13 months.. Let's pray that my dreams and goals could be achieved within the next 13 months..

I think I'm falling sick.. I've got this stuffy nose since Sat nite and its getting worse.. I need rest I suppose.. Drink more water as well.. So this is it.. I'm signing off as of now...

Rainy day.

The weather is erratic. The sun was scorching yesterday and there was the rain early this morning and sad to say, I got caught in it.. Damn.. My jeans were soaking wet even though I was using an umbrella.. All thanks to the car who drove over the puddle of water which eventually ended up on me.. Aint his fault I suppose. It was pitch dark then at 0615am.. See.. That's how hardworking I am.. Reporting for work an hour earlier than the norm.. haha.. What rubbish.. Sent my sweetie to work la.. If I didn't napped in the car, I wouldn't be caught tn the sudden downpour..

Speaking of which, I suddenly remembered someone telling me that inefficient people tend to work overtime. Hey hey.. That's great.. For I can say I would be able to leave my workplace every other afternoon rather than the evenings.. That's due to my effciency ya.. Give me a job and classify it as urgent and I'll get it done in no time.. That's my attitude.. But it depends la.. Sometimes you just need the mood and motivation.. Provided that I feel I should be the correct one doing the job..

I think Jvs failed.. He's sulking now.. I dare say if there aint anyone around, he'll flood my office with his tears.. Maybe she means that much to him? Who knows? Who can foretell what's happening for I believe there's something he's keeping it to himself.. Maybe he doesn't feel comfortable telling us.. Jvs, if you happen to read this and my prediction is true, pls.. Dun keep things to yourself.. What are friends for? Though I may charge for a listening ear, I still think its worth it for you'll get advice from us eh.. Haha.. Cheer up dude.. You're not alone...

Could see from Frk's blog that he's enjoying himself back in his hometown.. He ought to be for he's always complaining almost about everything back here.. Remember my RC plane ah.. Hahaha.. Don't be a 8ker like the other time you bought for me a purse.. When I asked for a wallet.. Damn... Kekeke..

Gotta run now.. Gonna grab a bite.. Hahah.. Pig... It's lunch eh.. Till then...

Replacement "killed"

Damn.. I thought it was supposed to be replacement killer? I didnt type it wrongly.. I'm "killed" by this guy who's supposed to be present for his regimental duties but he went on Medical Leave.. So as the standby duty personnel, I had to take over his duty.. Damn..... How should I explain it to my sweetie? Promised her I'll be bringing her home tonight as I've got the stuffs for her mum's birthday ready.. And I miss her doggie too... Though her doggie hates me for "kidnapping" her owner leaving it to sleep alone at night for the past year or so.. Kekeke..

Jvs is a 8ker.. He downloaded my sweetie's pic over the internet and used it against me like what I've done to him the day before.. Damn you too Jvs.. Well, I'm not those that'll sit there and do nothing so of course, I did back the same too him and created a R-Rated pic from the pics in his blog.. Hahahah.. Sure made me laugh ya.. Jvs, dun you think so???? Whatever it is, Jvs, you're still a 8ker...

Jvs is trying all sorts of trick to get a girl whom I believe he really loves alot and I really mean all sorts.. From flowers to movie to dinner (with his family).. Hahaha.. Though I hate him, wish him all the best.. To get rejected.. Wahahahah.. No la.. Just joking.. I have confidence in you Jvs.. Dun disappoint me eh...

As I was saying, Frk's gonna be on overseas leave from tomorrow.. Bon Voyage.. May you get lost in China.. If you were to get lost, it'll be the joke of the century.. Lost in hometown.. Kekeke..

Gotta go clear my stuff for duty.. Till then...

"gimheheh" ???

Finally found the specs for the Toyota Mark X.. Its selling at less than a 100K.. So my previous post of 120K is invalid.. COE prices dropped so hence the difference I suppose.. Anyway, its a 2.5L V6 engine.. Possible max output of 215bHP.. Now that's somthing to drool about.. Though its big in size, at least you wont feel underpowered like the Honda Accord JDM.. I drove the 2L b4 and the acceleration isnt that fantastic..

Enough bout the Mark X I guess.. Its too far away from me as for now.. Gimheheh.. Has anyone heard of this word before? Enlighten me pls... I laughed my lungs out after I heard this "gimheheh" thing...

Xvr showed me a pic of this girl he found via the Net.. And as mischievous as ever, I did some editing to it with Jvs slping on the couch and dreaming of that girl in bikini with her raised butt.. After effects were somewhat good I suppose. For me.. But after Frk came along, he did some magic touches via Photoshop and out came the finished effect.. Superb.. Called Jvs to run along to my office telling him I've got something special for him...

There he came along.. Gleaming with hope that I'll show him something fabulous but to his surprise.. It was him.. He jumped.. Turned hysteric and started kicking my chair.. I told him that I would publish the picture on my blog but too bad ppl.. I cant.. Just because my "hello" account just couldn't be set up... Frk.. Help me la....

I took another pic of Jvs slping today with him tilting his head to his left.. As you can imagine, I would do something bout it but not for now.. Frk actually recorded his snoring.. He claimed that it was T-Rex..... He's damn cute I would say but pls I'm aint gay.. I have a wonderful gf whom I'd call sweetie on the WWW.. I say he's cute cos he sure makes me laugh.. Though you may say my laughter is terrifying, that's the way I am.. Who cares? And ah, his butt is amazing.. Super wobbly.. Like it could wobble all the way as I type this post... Its true... Left and right just like puddings on a platter..

Frk's going for his annual holiday back to China.. He told me he'll be going for an exotic feast and I really mean exotic.. and the lists is so long that I can conclude that as long it's back is facing the sky, you'll find it on his dining table... Incredible..

Ok.. Jvs is snoring again and its overriding my song on the iTune.. I miss my sweetie, will be seeing her tonight.. hehehe.. Till then..